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H-e finally had hope. But one trip back with his old friends in his old hometown was enough to get him back in to one of his old habits and he decided to get some good pot. He was stopped by the authorities and found to be in possession. The day h-e went prior to the judge was a strange day--a nearly mystical day. I was there with a letter from one of the owners of the school stating that he was signed up for this program. But this is insufficient for the Judge. The Judge said he didnt know a lot of people who would carry around just a little bag of turnip greens, When Bobbys lawyer asked when they were sure it was pot. The Judge wanted him to stay in the same area and perhaps not be permitted to return to his out-of-state school. He said he thought the same thing may happen there. H-e wanted him to be with my mother at her home. The situation was that my mother had two children with my step-father and the responsibility might have been heavy o-n her. So, when they asked her if he might be introduced to her, she hesitated. She said, well, oh, well my partner, uh-- I didnt hear other things. Therefore, Bobby remained in prison. It had been a strange day, a very strange day. This 1 day, in my opinion, was the turning point of his life--he started dieing that day. You simply never know. I asked him should they ever got ice-cream, when I went to bring a few things to him and visit him there in the prison. He explained, have you been crazy--theyd kill for ice-cream here. Anyway, after a couple of weeks, Bobby was introduced and was on his way to stay with me again when h-e was hit by a train. They said he was drunk. I remember my friends and sister and I going downtown to have clothes for him to use. We wanted him to have jeans, because he always wore jeans and then hed to have underwear. Why did he need them? There was a large debate over this, so we finally made a decision he was planning to have underwear. 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Randy was a nice, gentle man who never hurt anybody intentionally--except herself. Hed an accident which ruined his voice box; he was driving a gocart and ran into a cycle length wall, when he was only 10. He pushed the gas rather than the wheels. But, still h-e didnt let that keep him from applying his speech as a means to make his living. Together with his graveldy speech, he worked at McDonalds and took orders thru the drive in. Many people asked him if he had a cold. Then later he worked for a major electronics company where he worked in customer support. His last major purpose was to receive his RN degree; but even though he graduated with a 4.0 average, he never got to make use of it. Just a couple of days after graduation, he was identified as having full-blown AIDS. He could probably have lived longer if hed take-n his anti retro viral medications, but he said they made him sick, therefore he flushed them down the toilet. AIDS did not just take him easily. He suffered, so I knew in my own heart he would be better off with the Lord, when he died at the hospital. He did try for a while. Randy never hurt anyone except himself, why did he leave this earth premature? Randy joked about having AIDS and that Oprah must have him and Clay on her behalf show because he felt it was probably unusual for just two brothers to have AIDS. Clay and Randy both had gone to Los Angeles where they felt they were more accepted and in a position to live and maybe not be evaluated due to their sexual preference. Clay was a fighter and was the strongest. Clay can really get angry. H-e was more of an in-your face person. But when it stumbled on AIDS, he was actually highlighted as certainly one of the people with full-blown AIDS whod lived the best. That was a long time ago, when everybody else who got AIDS was likely to die from complications associated with AIDS. He said most of his friends were gone, including his partner whom he loved. 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